Tuesday, October 03, 2006
[*rE.aLitY*] ...reality for me, is something unclear. i'm still thinking, like before, that fairytales can come true. that fairytales do exist and life or reality can be like a fairytale, right? i wish i was in some form of fairytale story, cos in fairytales, love doesn't hurt. but in reality, love hurts cos the people who love are not perfect. i guess i was a born dreamer. i love fairytales since young and till now, i still do.
reality is full of hurts and pain. but it's because of these hurts and pains that do we actually treasure and cherish happy and precious moments more. i have to admit one thing though, i do not like having to go through pain and hurts just so that i may cherish happy times more. it's like i have to pay a kind of price just to be happy. i just wanna be happy just like that. haha. yup. i guess most people feel that i'm the happy sort of people. but that's because i don't like being unhappy. it's not nice and there's no point. i'd rather live happily then be sad or unhappy at all. without joy, i guess i wouldn't be me. i love being happy.
i really wish i could live happily and not go through a day of sadness or anger. although life would be mundane, but i would be happy! to me, that's all that matters. yup. haha. ok. why am i suddenly talking about fairytales? well that's because i've just completed watching the whole first season of princess hours. it's a fairytale and cheryn loves fairytales. haha. i like the drama. it's better than meteor garden. cos i guess it's more fairytale like. you know the prince and princess and all. yup.
so now that i've completed watching it, i'm just gonne wait patiently for the second season. i have to say something though. i felt that the ending for the first season was too abrupt. it's like too much of a cliff-hanger. but i guess it's because they're having a second season so that's why. anyways, i'm still a student preparing for my exams. the endless cycles of examinations just keeps making me feel tired. that's when i'd think of fairytales and daydream. haha.
everyone wants to watch the drama. well at least the people around me does! haha. we're gonna have a marathon thingy i guess, just after the exams end and maybe also after open-house. hmmm. talking about open-house, it's causing me excessive levels of stress. i'm seriously feeling the stress of having to learn the score short people and having to be singing my part alone, especially when the score/ song will break into 10 parts? something like that. so you'll be hearing something like 10 notes. and one wrong note will kill the chord. oh man, extra stress. need to relax, have faith and trust God on this. Cheryn, God will take care of everything. just have faith and trust in Him cos He will take care of everything. He loves you more than you can ever imagine!
yup. okies. so that's about it. i'll blog if i feel like it. feeling tired lately, guess it's the fluctuating stress levels. haha. see ya!
love,
cheryn ...
posted at 10/03/2006 08:55:00 pm
